Me or We

The eternal conflict between choosing oneself versus others—the struggle of balancing self-interest with selflessness. I often find myself prioritizing others before my own needs, but this leaves me feeling unfulfilled and dissatisfied. On the other hand, when I focus on myself, a sense of guilt creeps in, making me feel selfish.

This internal tug-of-war leaves me questioning where to draw the line. How do we balance our own well-being with the desire to care for others? This dilemma is a recurring theme in my life and resonates deeply through my art, capturing the complexity of navigating between 'me' and 'we'.

The abstract faces in my painting represent society as a whole—the collective presence and diverse perspectives that surround us. The one face at the top is me, looking on with a sense of dilemma, caught between the conflicting choices of ‘me’ versus ‘we.’ It symbolizes the struggle to balance individuality with community, self-interest with selflessness. This visual representation captures the essence of my internal conflict, as I navigate the delicate line between personal fulfillment and the expectations of society.

The cracks in the form of texture represent the dilemmas—the fractures within the psyche as I navigate the conflict between self and others. The use of white and yellow creates a soothing contrast, offering a sense of calm that is not disturbing but rather thought-provoking. It subtly hints at the possibility of resolution while still embracing the complexity of the internal struggle.